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Hey there, mama! Welcome to Dreams, Dirt, and Grace—the podcast where we get real about growing big dreams while nurturing little hearts all while leaning on God. I’m your host, Kawailani Ah Quin, a Hawaiian homesteading mom who’s juggling homeschooling, building a business, wrangling chickens, and figuring out life as I go. This is your space to embrace the beautiful chaos of it all—the dirt under your nails, the endless to-do lists, and the moments of messy grace that make it all worthwhile. We’ll dive into the nitty-gritty of entrepreneurship, homesteading, parenting hacks, faith, and finding joy in the everyday adventure. If you’re ready to get a little dirty, laugh at the mess, and grow something beautiful, you’re in the right place. Let’s dig in!
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What happens after the disappointment—when the plan falls apart, and you’re left holding questions instead of answers?
In this heartfelt episode of Dreams, Dirt & Grace, we step into the vulnerable space that comes after the fire. The space where God feels quiet, the next step isn’t clear, and you’re wondering if you missed something—or if you’re just… stuck.
Kawailani shares what it looked like to trust God when there was no clear direction, no “next big thing,” and no plan to follow. Through raw stories, tender reflections, and a moment of unexpected wisdom from her 5-year-old, this episode reminds us:
Faith isn’t always a bold leap—it’s often found in the stillness.
In the pause.
In the surrender that says, “God, I don’t know where this is going… but I’m choosing You anyway.”
If you’re in a season of waiting, wrestling, or wondering what comes next—this one’s for you.
📓 Reflection for this week:
- Where in my life do I feel uncertain or unclear about what’s next?
- What would it look like to choose rest as a form of faith?
- How can I trust God’s timing, even when I can’t see it unfolding yet?
If you want to learn how to embrace the Dirt on your journey, come join me over on Substack at kawailani.substack.com
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