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261: Part 5: Expectation – When What You Hoped For Doesn’t Happen, and the Outcome Stings. Through the Fire Series

Through the Fire – Part 5 | Dreams, Dirt & Grace

What do you do when you obey God, pour your heart into the journey, and the ending still doesn’t look like what you hoped for?

In this episode, I’m sharing the heartbreak of being released from Fire Academy just weeks before graduation—and the peace God gave me in the middle of it. This is a real look at unmet expectations, holy redirection, and the truth that even when the dream changes, God’s faithfulness does not.

If you’re grieving an outcome you didn’t choose, this one’s for you.

 

 

 

If you want to learn how to embrace the Dirt on your journey, come join me over on Substack at kawailani.substack.com

260: Part 4: Provision – The Way God Showed Up and Sustained Me in Impossible Moments. Through the Fire Series

Sometimes God doesn’t remove the fire.
Sometimes... He just holds you through it.

In this episode, I’m sharing how God provided in the middle of my hardest moments—not by making things easy, but by giving me just enough strength, just enough grace, and just enough peace to keep going.

Provision didn’t always look like I expected. It wasn’t flashy or instant.
But it was exactly what I needed, right when I needed it.

If you're walking through a season that feels too heavy, too exhausting, or too uncertain—this episode will remind you that God is still showing up, even in the smallest ways.

You’re not forgotten. You’re being carried.
Let’s talk about what real provision looks like in the fire.

 

 

If you want to learn how to embrace the Dirt on your journey, come join me over on Substack at kawailani.substack.com

259: Part 3: Discouragement – Facing the Voices of Doubt, Fear, and Exhaustion. Through the Fire series

Through the Fire – Part 3 | Dreams, Dirt & Grace

What do you do when you’re doing everything right—surrendering, obeying, showing up—and still feel like you’re falling apart?

In Part 3 of the Through the Fire series, I’m sharing one of the lowest points in my Fire Academy journey. The moment I failed in front of everyone. The moment the whispers got loud—“You’re not strong enough. You don’t belong here. You’re failing.”

This episode is a raw look at the heaviness of discouragement, the lies that creep in during the middle of the fire, and the truth that pulled me through. Because even when the outcome doesn’t look how we hoped, God is still present. Still refining. Still carrying us.

If you’re feeling tired, stuck, or like you’ve lost your way—this one is for you.

 

 

If you want to learn how to embrace the Dirt on your journey, come join me over on Substack at kawailani.substack.com

258: Part 2: Obedience – Saying Yes When You Don’t Know the End of the Story (“Through the Fire” series)

Part 2: Obedience – Saying Yes When You Don’t Know the End of the Story 

Saying yes to God sounds brave… until you’re walking it out in the middle of exhaustion, uncertainty, and doubt.

In Part 2 of Through the Fire, I’m sharing the real and raw moments of what obedience looked like for me—saying yes to Fire Academy without knowing the outcome, trusting God while juggling motherhood, training, and the constant feeling of “Am I doing the right thing?”

Obedience isn’t always pretty. It’s rarely easy. But it’s always worth it.
Because when we say yes, God doesn’t promise clarity—He promises presence.

This episode is for the woman in the messy middle, the one who’s following God but starting to question the path. If that’s you, you’re not alone—and I pray this reminder gives you strength for your next step.

 

If you want to learn how to embrace the Dirt on your journey, come join me over on Substack at kawailani.substack.com

257: Through the Fire Series: Trusting God When the Outcome Breaks Your Heart: Part 1… Surrender – Laying It All Down When God Asks You to Step Into Something Hard

Welcome to a new Series...

Through the Fire: Trusting God When the Outcome Breaks Your Heart

 

This isn’t just a story about Fire Academy. It’s a series about what happens when you say yes to God—and then the story doesn’t go the way you thought it would. Through the Fire is a deeply personal journey of surrender, obedience, disappointment, and the kind of growth that only happens when you’re refined by the hard.

Whether you’re walking through uncertainty, facing your own unmet expectations, or just wondering what God is doing in the middle of your mess, this series is here to remind you:
You’re not alone. He’s not done.
And even when the outcome breaks your heart—God is still writing something beautiful.

 

If you want to learn how to embrace the Dirt on your journey, come join me over on Substack at kawailani.substack.com

256: Homeschooling Without Losing Your Sanity (Or Your Grace)

Here's a real look into homeschooling—I'm going over what has worked for me, but more importantly what hasn’t, and why it’s okay if it’s not picture-perfect. 

 

We'll talk about how incorporating God in center of your homeschool is crucial. How we (us mamas) could be the problem with our homeschool. Why we may be unintentionally forcing things to happen in our homeschool and that it probably is leading us to more stress. Plus I'll leave you with a few take away action steps to help you keep your Sanity.

 

If you want to learn how to embrace the Dirt on your journey, come join me over on Substack at kawailani.substack.com

255: Welcome to the Dirt: Growing Dreams, One Messy Step at a Time

I did it! I rebirthed the Homeschool Entrepreneur Mom Podcast to Dreams, Dirt & Grace!

In this episode we’ll talk about the heart behind Dreams, Dirt, and Grace— How to plant those forgotten dreams, Why the messy, gritty parts of life are where growth truly happens and the importance of giving ourselves Grace through it all.

Here’s the link to my friend, Alicia’s podcast

 

If you want to learn how to embrace the Dirt on your journey, come join me over on Substack at kawailani.substack.com

253: My Secret to Making it Through Challenges

Whenever you decide to do something new, lean into your purpose, head towards something God is pulling you towards.... Challenges start flying at you!

Does the Challenges Slow you Down? Change your Course? Make you Quit?!

In this episode, I'm here to encourage you that You are a Superwoman too! 

 

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-Kawai

 

 

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252: Socialization Series: Are you Making Friends as an Adult

YES! Mamas! It's just as Important for YOU to be Socializing (like your kids). Plus it you are now the Example for them.

 

Download My gift to you: Unschooling & Deschooling Packet Here:

http://www.kawaiahquin.com/freebie

 

-Kawai

 

 

Let's be Friends! -> https://www.instagram.com/kawai_ahquin

Website -> http://www.kawaiahquin.com

251: You're (Probably) Ignoring it! How to Listen to Our Bodies as Mamas

When your body starts to break down, it's actually telling you that you NEED more than just REST.

 

In this episode we'll talk about How these things affect your body too:

- the Season that you're in

- the Relationships you have with the things in your life (& it's more than the relationship you have with people)

- things you can DO to help Heal your body

 

 

 

Download My gift to you: Unschooling & Deschooling Packet Here:

http://www.kawaiahquin.com/freebie

 

 

-Kawai

 

 

Let's be Friends! -> https://www.instagram.com/kawai_ahquin

Website -> http://www.kawaiahquin.com